Saturday, November 1, 2025

Don Lorenzo Milani

If there is a danger for my soul, it is certainly not that I have loved too little, but that I have loved too much—meaning even to the point of taking them to bed. And then, who will ever be able to love boys to the bone without, in the end, putting it up their backside, if not a teacher who, together with them, also loves God, fears hell, and longs for heaven? 
[Don Lorenzo Milani]
Don Lorenzo Milani, prophet of the Tuscan and Italian Church, whom Pope Francis defined as “a witness and interpreter of social and economic transformation”, had as his motto “I care”, that is, “It matters to me, I am interested, it is close to my heart”.
[Pope Leo XIV]

Monday, October 27, 2025

Łukasz Leja

Feeling sorry for gay Catholics?

Graphic: The Catholic Project

One's tempted to feel sorry for gay Catholics. But as the above graphic (from the Catholic Project's latest survey) demonstrates, "liberal" Catholicism - in America at any rate - is increasingly an old person's game. The National Catholic Reporter has been trying to cope with this, of course. But the problem they simply cannot solve is the way the Catholic Church works - and has done since apostolic times! - which is that whither the clergy lead spiritually, the laity will inevitably have to follow. 

Arguably the biggest malfunction* of the Catholic clergy in North America during the latter half of the twentieth century was the gross abuse of their clerical office in the cause of bringing the Catholic Church into line with various secular political agenda. And what was worse was that those secular agenda weren't so much freedom and democracy, or indeed the New World Order, or Make America Great Again. By the end of the twentieth century they were nonsense like Third World debt, immigration, climate change... and of course (in the final analysis) buggery and baby-killing.

In other words there was no way the centre was going to hold. Sooner or later the Church's "official teaching" = not to mention simple socio-political reality on the ground - was going to have to reassert itself. Priests who had literally grown up with the JPII/Ratzinger Catechism weren't going to have the same theological opinions as those who'd cut their teeth in the heady days of Papa Montini. And those who'd voted for Reagan and/or the Bushes (or even the Donald!) weren't going to have the same secular politics as Ted Kennedy and Nancy Pelosi.

The conspiracy theory here of course is in fact more of a lone gunman theory: the individual behind all this appalling "conservatism" was none other than Cardinal Ratzinger, who chased all the liberal theologians out of the seminaries. And alas, if you believe that you simply have no understanding of how all political fashions - be they secular or spiritual - eventually revert to the mean. Because of course in real life Ratzinger was himself a liberal - albeit one of a sensitive, fair-minded, and ultimately nostalgic temperament. And in practice he cracked down on fewer heretics and schismatics than had any of his predecessors in his office. Genuinely, to get yourself excommunicated under Ratzinger you had to be an absolute scoundrel on the scale of, er... Archbishop Lefebvre!

(The take that the clergy are "out of sync" with the laity, meanwhile, depends on a genuinely duplicitous sleight of hand: in theory all the Catholics who never darken the door of a church from Advent to Christ the King are all Catholic laity in good standing; in practice everyone knows there's a world of difference between being a "practising" Catholic and a "lapsed" one.) 

And of course there's also the simple problem that even the most carefully calibrated decline is never going to be a smooth straight line. Michael Sean Winters, writing for the NCR, actually puts this quite eloquently:
Most of all, conservative families still encourage and produce vocations to the priesthood. The Catholic left has failed by comparison to produce vocations, and some live in a fantasy world that thought fewer vocations would lead to a greater push for ordaining women. If the ordination of women is desired by the Holy Spirit, having fewer priests, and thus fewer opportunities for the unique grace the Eucharist provides, is not likely to help the Spirit achieve anything.
I'd put it even more mechanistically than that. The unintended consequence of having fewer priests in the Church (in line with the anticlerical agenda of "liberalism") is that the few who survive will be more likely to be natural introverts who can survive on their own - and thus more likely to be men of study, meditation, and perhaps even prayer! In other words, it becomes more difficult to weed out the "conservatives" when all the "liberal" young men you wanted to replace them with have gone off to become schoolteachers, journalists and community organisers.

And that brings me back to Catholic gays. Where are they? Why aren't there fabulous young men telling us how much they LOVE saying the Rosary? (It's a-MA-zing!) Where are the gorgeous twinks singing the praises of Solemn Benediction? (It's literally di-VINE!)

Because with one or two exceptions, gay Catholics do tend to be of the dreary, elderly, liberal baby-boomer generation, with the same tedious, secular/protestant attitude to religion. How things look doesn't matter to them. What's more important is your boring "theological" opinions about what Jesus really meant when he said love your enemies. Or, indeed, your impenetrable Neoplatonist humbug about what Good and Evil really mean anyway.

Well frankly bottoms to the lot of them! In reality, gay Catholics don't need liberal Catholics - or indeed other gay Catholics - to reconcile their sexuality with the teachings of the Catholic Church. And the simple reason for that is that it's already been done.

It was done for all of us two thousand years ago by a man dying on a cross.

And we should all be thankful for that.

*Apart from covering up kiddie-fiddling, I suppose!

Friday, October 24, 2025

Friday, October 17, 2025

 Hugues de Wurstemberge, 'Swiss Guards in the Sunbath' (1981)

[H/T: Gay Cultes]

"Go away, Cordelia! We're not decent!"
Andrew Wheeler, Hey Mary

According to the author, this is 'not an autobiographical work'.

You don't say.

This isn't just cringe. It's depressingly cringe. Wheeler is supposed to have written a comic book about what it's like to be a gay Catholic teenager, and yet he clearly knows nothing about Catholics - either what Catholics believe, or even how they speak.

Something tells me this is just self-justification (and of course the normalisation of one's own peccadilloes) masquerading as a plea for tolerance, whilst at the same time exploiting a sort of American anti-Catholic bigotry that is very old and very nasty indeed.

Tuesday, October 7, 2025

Alonso Sánchez Coello, John of Austria in armour (1567)
Don John pounding from the slaughter-painted poop,
Purpling all the ocean like a bloody pirate’s sloop,
Scarlet running over on the silvers and the golds,
Breaking of the hatches up and bursting of the holds,
Thronging of the thousands up that labour under sea
White for bliss and blind for sun and stunned for liberty.
Vivat Hispania!
Domino Gloria! 
Don John of Austria
Has set his people free! 
[G K Chesterton, Lepanto]

Saturday, October 4, 2025

Friday, October 3, 2025

Saint Remigius baptizes Clovis I, by the Master of Saint Gilles, c. 1500 (National Gallery of Art, Washington, D.C.)
Ellen Borggreve, 'Pilgrimage'

Raymond, Card Burke

Cardinal Burke, by Terry Nelson

Like many gay Catholics, I have mixed feelings about Card Burke. He dresses the part from time to time and occasionally walks the walk. But even so, one feels reluctant to put one's trust in princes, including Princes of the Church. In the past certainly he's proved less sound than some may have liked, and his bust-up with Steve Bannon a few years ago might suggest that he's also liable to go wobbly as soon as real-life "politics" rears its ugly head. Back in the day, Terry Nelson gave a brief personal opinion of Burke (and his supporters) on his blog here.

Personally I find Burke's smirking and simpering nauseating - not to mention the banality of the issues on which he deigns to speak out. (It does seem that such issues are mostly to do with the Sixth Commandment. It would seem that Burke's trying to form a grand alliance between latter-day traditionalists and the prudes and family values neocons of John Paul II's time, without any real inkling of quite how rickety such a coalition will be. And no, the "transgender nun" story does not surprise.) So good luck with that counter-reformation! (I can't see oafs like Steve Bannon taking much interest in it!)

I would be interested to know though why one cardinal out of 247 touches such a raw nerve. And is Fatima "dubious"? Has it discredited the papacy and the magisterium? I'm not sure that it is, or has. In fact the only person who's really damaged the papacy in recent years has been the most recently deceased successor of St Peter, who from time to time would either treat the institution as so much pointless tedious mummery (because the papal tiara and palace were silly anachronisms, pontifical protocol was a waste of time, the Swiss Guard were beneath his contempt, as were the altar-boys in St Peter's, etc.) or use it as a platform for irrelevant woke nonsense (Third-World immigration, climate change, etc.) that had absolutely nothing to do with the spiritual challenges facing Catholics in the world of today. As for the magisterium, rather more damaging that anything Card Burke (or Dr Taylor Marshall) could have said or done was a Vicar of Christ stonewalling (and I use the term advisedly) on some of the Church's most basic teachings. (His answers to Burke's dubia never saw the light of day.)

Card Burke was also far from the only one peddling conspiracy theories about the "St Gallen Mafia" - the sources for which "theories" tended to have been the more outlandish claims of people like Austen Ivereigh and Catherine Pepinster. (Personally I consider them not so much theories as the idle boasts of a hubristic liberal clique, but there you are.) Yes, if the Church really has been "infiltrated" then it's been infiltrated by the likes of Card Dolan and Burke himself, not to mention you and me and millions of other bad Catholics going back to Judas Iscariot. But it's hard to blame the likes of Dr Marshall for seizing on such memes.

Finally, I trust Nelson realises that the "post-conciliar Church" and (presumably) the pre-conciliar one are one and the same. It's perfectly legitimate to think the Catholic Church took a wrong turn in the 1960s. (Ditto civil society, for that matter!) And obviously it's perfectly legitimate to suggest that whereas every Mass has the same intrinsic value some Masses will have more extrinsic value than others. So it's hardly illegitimate to hope that at some point good and holy men will arise who will lead the Catholic Church out of her current doldrums and into happier, saner times ahead.

Thursday, October 2, 2025

Tuesday, September 23, 2025

Penda's Dream


To say that Penda's Fen is overrated would be a criminal understatement. Just google it and you'll get a taster of the extruded verbiage. (BFI's take on the play actually comes up before Wikipedia's.) On the other hand, David Rudkin's 1974 television play is certainly worth watching. It's also worth thinking about and (witness one's own effort!) worth writing about.

Dramatically and thematically it is a failure. But it is a heroic, indeed romantic failure. It titillates aesthetically, intellectually, theologically, poetically, musically (almost to excess), politically, historically, romantically and (of course!) sexually. It manages to maintain a consistent tone throughout, and yet it skips, nay gambols quite happily from one television genre to another - one moment a gay coming-of-age drama, one moment a neo-socialist social realist critique of modern living, one moment a whimsical paean to old England... and at other times fairly blundering into symbolism, magical realism, surrealism, allegorical fantasy and "folk horror" (albeit to a much more limited extent than some of its fans would have you think when they compare it to The Wicker Man and/or Children of the Stones - because actually it's not very much like them at all).

Its dramatic failure is arguably more forgivable than its thematic one.* Cardboard characters and a lack of any real plot have always been seen as acceptable in a play about "ideas". But Penda's Fen rather pushes that envelope. For example we never find out why Stephen is unpopular at school, with his teachers or his peers - beyond some vague stereotypical hooey (which by 1973 was already ten years out of date) about the school being a rugby and CCF-type establishment (albeit one with ancient Greek slogans in the gym) whereas Stephen likes romantic music and theology. Later on we have a brief late night Doctor Who-style close encounter down in the eponymous fen between a group of unfortunate teenagers and some sort of fucked-up military experiment involving radiation. But then the incident is never mentioned again. Stephen himself has visions, but it's beyond the wit of the writer to let us know why. Are they genuinely supernatural, or the product of the character's own mental disturbance, or just expressions of his own imagination? (It's a comparatively minor quibble, but still one that leaves a sense of the story's being clever but somewhat underwritten.†) Worse still, it would be a perfectly satisfying moral for the story to have that a young man's intellectual quest for authenticity should ultimately be less important to him than (a) self-discovery and (b) loyalty to his loved ones (i.e. to his adopted parents and to the country he has learned to call home). But Penda's Fen's young man flunks self-discovery and then also flunks coming to terms with his new moral environment. He finds out that he's adopted not through his own efforts but because his adopted parents tell him he is on his eighteenth birthday, and then he shows no interest in who his real parents were. And having failed in his personal quest for racial and moral purity, he implicitly embraces impurity ('be secret, child, be strange – dark, true, impure, dissonant'††), and we end with a slightly  ambiguous final shot of the boy returning to his adopted home and (presumably) the love of his adopted parents - but at the end of a dramatic work whose tone is nowhere near sufficiently subtle to make us feel that such ambiguity is either appropriate or satisfying.

All of which, of course, makes even less sense on a thematic or symbolic level! At the beginning of the play Stephen is listening to The Dream of Gerontius. We hear that the music was by "devout Catholic" Sir Edward Elgar, but not that Elgar ended up going from being a "devout" Catholic to being a "lapsed" Catholic, or indeed that the libretto for Dream was by infamous gay Catholic convert Cardinal Newman.††† And then we hear nothing of Catholicism again. Meanwhile, Stephen also knows that Manichaeism is a heresy, and then under the guidance of his vicar father learns to reject its "light and darkness" view of the world in favour of a less "pure", or perhaps just less puritanical, more down-to-earth and even "pagan" version of Christianity - perhaps even the patriotic peasant piety of St Joan of Arc (who was canonised by the Catholic Church in 1920). But how exactly is any of this "subversive", either by modern standards or indeed those of 1974?†††† And did socialists digging in vegetable gardens seem radical (except in a literal sense) in the early '70s? Jeremy Corbyn probably thinks his allotment is radical even nowadays, but by the late '70s such things were the preserve of Tom and Barbara Good and one's own semi-suburban Tory-voting grandparents. Worst of all is poor Penda himself, appearing at the end like a pantomime king (and looking like one too - another dramatic screw-up!). Rudkin could have played an interesting thematic game pitting modern day political militarism (and xenophobia - because why not?) against a deep patriotism of a pre-Conquest old England. Such a perfectly respectable left-wing Penda's Fen fan as Michael Wood would have been quite comfortable with that sort of take. But Rudkin bottles it (and one wonders why) and just leaves off with a vague notion that a pagan king can in some improbable way represent the ordinary common man versus the nasty post-imperialist British Establishment. (On a meta level of course it's no more improbable than a classically educated BBC playwright imagining that he's taking the side of the common man against nasty establishment types like, er, Mary Whitehouse. Γνώθι σεαυτόν indeed!)

One would of course like to concede that that's the whole point. Surely romanticism isn't really supposed to "make sense" in a rational way? Dreams are weird. That's why we like them. Arguably that's why we have them. Penda's Fen is about a young man who has dreams, and it is itself dream-like. So what for example is the symbolic significance of a waking nightmare horror sequence where Stephen sees little kiddies getting their hands chopped off? Does this express some latent fear of paganism? After all, with the exception of a brief Fuseli-type nightmare sequence it is indeed the only scene that comes anywhere near to genuine horror. Or is it supposed to symbolize the brutally debilitating nature of British education - because children have to be spiritually mutilated to make them "fit in"? Or is it both? The meaning is not made clear. But the point perhaps is that Penda's Fen is a post-modern and impressionistic work - and "pagan" also in the sense of being non-didactic. As with other cult shows of the late '60s and early '70s (because The Prisoner springs to mind) the viewer is expected to make of it what he will.

And that of course makes me wonder why up until now it's only been the cultural Left who have made Penda's Fen their own when there's plenty in it to interest traditionalists, and gay traditionalists especially. It's very attractively shot, and the camerawork holds up well even today. And beneath its pseudo-socialist cynicism about modern British patriotism and protestant Christianity it has a deep romanticism about land and race and religion, all suffused with a quivering, sparkling, boyish sexuality that is quite beautiful. In the end it's far from perfect, but in and of itself it's a wholesome reminder that even without perfection or purity what we have is worth having.

And it's worth holding on to.


*Again though, it is also arguable that it falls between these two stools. Like its main character, the play doesn't quite know what it wants to be.
†Which I'd have thought to most of us just means... lazy? (There's oneiric, and then there's just onanistic.)
††I mean puh-lease! Penda the pederast we could have done without! And telling gay people that they should be "secret" is something I'm quite comfortable with. But by 1974 it must have come across as a bit rum.
†††There were more of them in the Victorian-Edwardian era than most people realise. (Before there was homophobia there was Romophobia.)
††††Let's face it, there's something fundamentally silly about a classicist like Rudkin imagining to himself that he's a subversive. My own view has for a long time been that Protestantism had its roots in Lollardy which had its roots in Catharism which had its roots in Manichean Gnosticism (which itself had roots in eastern dualistic religions such as Zoroastrianism). The reason puritanism and its ideological descendants, from abolitionism to suffragism to teetotalism, seem so Manichean is because they are.

Tuesday, July 1, 2025

St Francis of Assisi, in Franco Zeffirelli's Brother Sun, Sister Moon (1972)

Presumably this was the "moon"?

Don Lorenzo Milani

If there is a danger for my soul, it is certainly not that I have loved too little, but that I have loved too much—meaning even to the point...